Ahhh so basically I'm having a proper girly "Why doesn't he like me? Does he like me? Maybe he likes her? Do i like him? Maybe we're just friends?" day. I'm hoping allot of people get days like this occasionally otherwise i now seem like a very desperate lonely person hahaa.
See i think Ive always been a pretty awkward person when it comes to guys, back in secondary school i barley had no proper guy friends, and then i went to college and made some guy friends and now being at uni theres just so many that I'm just starting getting more comfortable with them. The only problem is.. if i start speaking to a guy and they do one nice thing or say one nice comment i begin to really like them, and for me its hard to decide weather i like them like them, or there just a good friend like them! See i told you i was an awkward person hahaa I think i just see the very best in everyone and maybe that makes me slightly confused.
Anyway i believe theres someone i like, i just don't know if they like me or not, i think he likes me as a friend but then he does things and me being a girl might just over think things...you know how us girls are! I don't know, my plan for relationships and just life in general has always been to just go with the flow and see how it works out, don't push anything or try and make things happen because if its meant to be then its meant to be.
But on the other hand theres always the "say it before its too late" thing.
Ive tried this once, kinda a funny story now but its probably why I'm too scared to do it again. I really liked this dude, and thought I'm just going to ask him out....and yep you guessed it, it did not go well hahaa The dude just didn't reply! Kinda funny, kinda sad but its fine because maybe it just wasn't meant to be......its cool, I'm over it! *wipes imaginary tear from cheek* hahaaa
Yeahhhhh this had no point to it other than...Emily likes someone and is over thinking things waaaay to much!
Hope you enjoyed! Maybe you could give me some advice?! Hahaa
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