Love

About three weeks ago me and my brother flew over to Italy to watch our eldest cousin get married. It was a very special trip for us, one because me and my brother flew for the first time by our self's and two, because I got to film the wedding. I was so honored by the fact I got to capture this special moment for them and I loved filming everyone's happy faces and all the celebrations. 

When I was filming all the speeches, listened to the story about how they met and watched them in the first dance, it really made me see that you can find a person out there that will love you! (Just a heads up...this could get really cheesy hahaa) 

I have to admit relationships scare me, but they scare everyone a little bit right? Most people's relationships around me have not worked out, which scares me! I don't want to be hurt and disappointed, no one wants that to happen to them or the people around them. Being in Italy and watching my cousins wedding has really restored my faith in relationships. Seeing how happy they are together really makes me excited to find a person that I could be happy with, I don't think I'm as scared anymore! 

Now I'm not going to go around like a crazy lady in a lake fishing for men like no business....no! I'm a big believer in letting things like that work out for them self's, ill find someone when I find someone! 

I guess what I'm trying to say in this blog is that if you are like me and tends to get really scared about relationships, then just take a minute and take a look at those old couples walking in the street holding hands, those people who are getting married and those couples in the shop laughing. When you see them, feel inspired by the fact that there is someone for everyone!

Also just to put this out there, I know us single pringles sometimes get that blaa feeling you know the "Nooo one lovessssssss meeeeeeeeeee waaaaaa :(" feeling. Well this really isn't the case is it?! Whilst your waiting for your future lover....because it will happen....you've got other people out there who love you to bits! :D 

Okayyy im going to go now! 

Ps. How beautiful does my cousin look in this photo?! Loveee them, the most amazing wedding I've ever been too <3 Hahaa

Speak soooooon :)

Life IS sweet

You can get some days in life where you feel like everything is just a bit too much, which sucks! One thing i love about life though is that if you look close enough the small things in life can really make a difference and make your day a hell of a lot better. 

Festival season seems to be the time where i really reflect my life, every year since I've been going to festivals afterwards i realize that life IS sweet and there are really nice, funny and cool people in the world!

This year i went to Glastonbury...I've been dreaming about me going to Glastonbury since i was about 12 years old seeing my big cool cousins go always intrigued me and this year my dream of going finally came true.

Everything amazed me, the art everywhere was incredible from the toilet doors to the massive metal spider looking thing in Arcadia. Everyone was up for making friends, strangers loved you and you loved them just by having a little sing-a-long and dance. I tell you, i don't thing I've hugged so many strangers in my life before...it was great!

Its amazing how music can connect people, of course I'm pretty sure the booze helped people loosen up, but even the mud didn't stop us all from having a great time. 

Glastonbury is known for its rain and mud, but where there is a spot of sunshine everything just becomes even more special. Watching a sun set in a festival has to be one of my favorite things to see.

Another amazing and new thing I experienced this year was being lifted up on someones shoulders. A girl half my size practically begged me to get on her shoulders because she wanted me to experience seeing what it was like up there, as much as i tried to tell her that i would probably brake her she bent down...so I went for it! I am SO happy I did, I've never seen anything like that before..there was a sea of people being lit by the stages lights, one of the best things I have experienced in my life ever! 

The little things in life are actually amazing and seem much bigger and special is what I've learnt this week. Music and friends and the outside world are things that make me so happy!  

Goodbye from an extremely happy Emily :) 

My first Week

So when i first started university i thought it would be a great idea to start writing a diary so that in the future i could re-read everything and remember all the things that happened...but if you know me i start things and never finish them....so i only lasted about a week. 

I just found the book today and have read the things i have wrote and it did make me smile so i shall share it with you :) 

22nd September 2013:

yesterday i felt very nervous/scared about moving into uni, mostly about if i would make friends and if i would be able to live alone. 

Once my mum, dad and grannyma left i straight away started to unpack all of my stuff, this took not as long as i was expecting so i was left with about nothing apart from my kitchen stuff to sort out. I pottered around for about 15 mins deciding weather or not to make my way into the kitchen, i did. Me and my toaster made out way and i shouted "HELLOO" as i entered. "I brought a toaster" and then i did my nervous giggle. My nerves suddenly disappeared and i made friends with a girl named Alexx and Georgia. Both seem really nice and seem to laugh at what i say which puts me at ease. Me and Alexx went out and brought some bread, apples and other food! Yummm! I seem to have a lot in common with Alexx which is nice, we decided we were going to go to the student union for the welcome party and arrived wayyyy to early which was quite funny! It soon turned really bust and one of Alexx's friends Reese joined us with his two friends Benne &Annie. To end the night me, Alexx and Georgia sat up and had a good old chin wagg. 

What has really made me feel better about myself whilst being here so far is that people love the fact im all hyper and giggly! :D 

So far im loving uni! :D

25th September 2013

The last time i wrote i said i made a great friend names Alexx, and just as i was getting comfortable i found out she had to leave to go Thorpe park for a couple of days. 

the night before however me and Alexx made friends at the su quiz we went too, there names were Connor, jack, mark Cheyanne and holly. We all got a little drunk and made our way to there kitchen/flat and had a nose around and jack and mark had a look at ours. i really love these people and now i really want to move to lea halls as everyone's so friendly there and they all make me laugh.

When Alexx went yesterday i was a bit nervous about what to do. But i plucked up the courage and asked if i could come round and Cheyanne said yeahhh!

When i was round there Holly and Cheyanne greeted me and we sat outside in the lovely luton sunshine. i met some more people, Emily, Anna, Adam, James, Nelly, Helen, Will & BIll, leis and levi, again all really great people and the more reason for me to spend my time there. 

i got quite a bit drunk yesterday so hopefully i didn't embarrass myself, I love everyone at lea halls! 

Yesterday i had the best time ever i just wish Alexx was there as well! 

Another thing that has become a thing is white Ace....Actually love that stuff now!

So today i have to pluck up the courage again to ask if i can come round, i hope they dont mind! But my other flatmates don't seem to like socializing with me, i even played the ukulele today to try and create some noise in the place. Also Alexx is back today wooo! 

29th September 2013

So these past couple of days have again been quite eventful. Alexx came back and met everyone so we have got a massive group of people now which is really fun!

Me and Alexx, Kish, Adam, jack and connor had a sleepover in Adams & Kish's flat which was so much fun had so many laughs. Then the next day we slept over again but this time i slept in a girl named Annas floor and seemed to have let out all my worrys to her hahaaa i must have been a bit tipsy! 

I have also developed the name kit-kat because i was singing the kitkat song but only knew the work kitkat. So now kish says mummble mummble mummble kitkat! Also people here think im a very happy person which is nice!

I also love this girl named Emily as well she's so crazy and funny anf i love saying our name! hahaaa 

Im also loving getting to know Cheyanne and holly, there so cool to listen to and actually crack me up! I can see Cheyanne is going to be my dancing partner! 

Tonight i hope to stay out for longer and get really drunk and make loadsss of friendlings! 

byeeeeeeee:) 

30th September 2013

I had to quickly write about how great y night was last night my most favorite part was when me, kish, cheyanne and jack and will went dancing in liquid. Everyone was looking after each other and when some dude came and touched me we all came together and danced in a massive circle! It was th ebest and i felt at that moment that i have made some great friends. Today im going to do a bit of shopping and also see if holly wants to meet up......And then im off to liquid again!

You don't actually understand how reading all of this makes me smile and laugh! Two things that crack me up the most 1. "James"??! I actually thought Kish's name was James. 2. "I can see Cheyanne being my dancing partner" Which is actually the case now! Hahaa :D Loveee this! 

Happiness

Being happy is something that I like to take upon myself to achieve everyday. Call me weird, strange, childish for acting/thinking this way but its who i am.

I like to be the person that always smiles, someone who you can come too to cheer you up. I don't want to be a person that brings other people down. 

Don't get me wrong, I'm not some kind of robot, I get sad now and again and I have got issues/problems that I believe we all have. I just choose to put a smile on my face no matter whats going on in my life. If I have a bad problem or am upset, I find that when I smile and laugh the problem soon leaves my brain and I just focus on life in that moment instead. 

This may not be the most healthiest way to solve my problems but it just helps me see that there is good stuff happening in my life that I can focus on instead. I'm not saying that everyone should just mask there problems and issues by laughing, you should talk about them to people. Its just for me being happy, laughing at everything and smiling helps me deal with things.... and honestly I don't see this as a problem.  

Thankyou for reading!

I hope you have a great day :D

Emily

I remember making this video as if it was yesterday. I remember running around the forest with powder paint, being amazed with how pigmented the colours were and how almost magical it was throwing it into the air....I just remember having such a fun time creating ideas for this video. 

I want to do this more!  :) 

21

Hello blogger people, hows it going?! Good I hope!

I start the blog like this all the time but....its been a while....Hahaa Never mind! I'm writing this now so its all good?!

So on Monday the 21st April Emily turned 21 years old, for me it was quite exciting.. 1 because 21 is my lucky number and 2 because well.... I turned 21! :D

The Friday night before me my brother and my mother went round my grannymas and she cooked a lovely meal and we also had a lovely slice of cake that my mums friend made... and when I say it was lovely I mean AMAZING! Hahaa

It was a really nice day, I love spending time with family. Your family are always going to be there and its lovely just to have so many giggles and banter at things that only you all really understand! I got to spend some time with the younger brother which was nice as well as we don't really see each other that much since being at uni. 

I broke in my Birthday in a club called Envy with my friends Cheyanne and Kieran...I had SUCHHH a good time! Its was really nice to actually do something on my birthday because for a number of years I've just kinda sat around with the family not really doing much..maybe a meal now and again which is always lovely! But it was nice just to let loose a bit and go crazy! Hahaa Then for the actual day i spend the day with Cheyanne, Helen, Becca and Kieran and we went nandos, bowling had fun in the arcade and played resident evil...which was probably the highlight of the day just seeing how awful I was at the game had me in tears....in tears of laughter! 

I got some lovely Birthday wishes as well which made me realize what great people I've met! :D 

Yeah so I feel like this year being 21 is going to be a great year...I'm going to focus on my UNI course and get some work experience, I'm going to have loadssssss of fun with friends and I'm going to enjoy the times I have with my family! 

Speakkkkk soonies

Swag

Emilyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Here's some pictures of the beautiful cake and just a random photo of my face when I took my mothers phone and took loads of pictures heheheeee

Luton

So the other week me and my friend Cheyanne went around luton and took some pictures! :D I had a great time, and i really like the photos i took. I actually love luton you know, i personaly think it can be quite a pretty place!